oh and you guys can choose not to read the bottom and save your eyes. its pretty long. -.-

ohman. you know what, i want to quit school and go to somewhere stress-free and just do the things i really wanna do. this suddenly occurred to me after seeing all my peers chionging their bio sia due tmr. seriously all for the studying. i'm so sorry but i dont see a point why do we have to chiong through our education, cram everything in a few years. all about getting degrees earlier and get a higher paid job? it's so typical and it became like a norm where people follows through this life-like routine. result: you dont get to enjoy your life and do things u want to do. sigh and worst still, school's no longer like my sectwo days, where the fun with friends just simply made us feel so stress-free. however, take a look at my secthree life. it's a major screw-up. copying homework in the morning, force myself to mug for blocks. whats this? i often had to squeeze time for music and ending up feeling super guilty for not doing work. busy days becomes busy weeks. it pass really fast and i dont want my childhood to end so early. not when all u rmb is studying and remain busy in your teens. how nice if we can turn back the clock and stay there. its either that or i want to get out of this place and go to somewhere faraway, very very faraway.

okay i'm sorry for ranting. but come to think, isnt that what an online diary is for?