dead tired.


5 hours of concentrated orchestral practice = no joke.


i am sensing this urgent need to train my eyelid muscles. totally scraped through the day with a half-asleep mind. oh and mind you, it didnt help when the first lesson of the day was like math.


it's surprising that as the day got by, the stuff/people that i met become more amusing the the other. One example - bus ride to YO with meichun. (:

its hard to understand how meichun allows herself to break into hysterical laughter at the smallest (and lamest) things. At the end, under meichun's highly influencial laughter, i began to tag along and wow. it suddenly dawn on me that its been long since i've really lamed around ever since last year. not nostalgia but i guess its just reminisence of the past. 203's something i missed loads but sigh, no point living in the past. look forwardddd(: i'm sure there are certainly more to life that we have yet to discover.

-sidetrack too far-

Anyway, back to my point. While waiting for the bus with meichun, my handphone decided to turn suicidal. She (i have decided that a phone should have the minimal gender rights and well, a she was nice to have as something personal :D ) just slipped off my hand and poof! the cover, the battery, the other inner cover and the phone itself. Well, basicially everything. All the parts were in states of dislocation and whats more, my bear strip was broken. ): its this pretty bear that was always with me ever since the beginning of the year.):


Sigh. whats gone's gone. whats done's done.


For the past month or so, i've already learn to accept stuff that ranges from horrible critics to disturbing stories and backstabbings. took quite a big amount of time trying to learn but despite so, i believe there's still more to come in the later half of the year and i'm going to hang it there.

HANG IT THERE!(: (to whoever that needs this too!)








i guess this is growing up/