yayness.


today's a relatively happy day.(: dont ask me why though.


oh and guess what! i finally found meaning of life and what i want to/strive to do in the future.(dont give me the diao look) & yes, i want to study! study things i like, enjoy doing things i've always wanted, and get out of my current life style. i cant wait to be 21. i want to travel overseas, stay overseas, stay far far away from the city life and just enjoy the days that passes.(: carefree is the word i guess. i've decided to stop myself from doing things i dont like and always follow my guts. i shall look at the positive side of everything and stay that way.


oh man i cant stand myself. whats with me and my life. -.- haha in any case, the above is a super random post and ignore me.(:




yay.(: