Reminising about the past, trying to settle myself with all the regrets in the present. I guess its part of growing up. Dealing with relationship problems are a chore, but, there isnt anything i can do yeah?

i need to start accepting the fact that there are all kinds of people in the world. perhaps i've already seen the extremes, or perhaps not. i hope i did, or else i would have to start all over again, revising that cycle of emotions once more.

i need to thank you. thank you for criticizing me, allowing me to try to accept that critic despite misunderstandings, allowing me to undego rollarcoasters of emotions, allowig me to think more. Although i dont really appreciate you for giving me the chance to cry more than i should, i still want to thank you for allowing me to discover more about myself.


someone give me the courage, the mental strength. i need to hang it there.well, at least until everything's over.












&wow. Come to think, you have just seen the another side of me, didnt you?