Post-concert blues.

Sul Ponticello's over.

For the first time, i felt that unity in nyse. That common goal inside to give our best as an ensemble. Certainly, that wasnt our best but i guess most of us enjoyed the music. At least for me, that is. Looking at random juniors while playing and getting a smile in return's great. sigh shuo le ye bu ming bai de. ><

Anyway,i guess i've learnt alot in the process. shant really elaborate but i'm grateful for the experience. Chionging proposals, doing up schedules, giving annoucements, freaking out for solutions after screwups. And of course, the constant thing in my head that tells me not to rahrah not to rahrah. It had successfully drilled in my head that it became part of me. Sounds like i am possessed but no. haha it's just self-realization i guess.


Ahwells. post-concert blues are really bad. teared alittle after reading caoyun's post. and yes i didnt had foresight to prepare for reality. should have prepared and numbed myself before today's concert. i guess i wasnt mature enough. sigh. plus, listening to never had a dream come true reminds me of bbq.

okay now's qing tian. and seriously, the fact that reality's going to smack right in my face tells me to stop listening to those songs before i sink even further.


Sigh i shall stop here. i just wanna say that i will miss FBR alot. ):